Setelah tanggal 7 April 2025 aku menjalani rutinitas ku seperti biasa, berangkat ke tempat magang bersama tara setiap hari-nya dan yang membuat berbeda adalah sekarang aku telah berpacaran dengan Cutina HEHEHHE. Setiap bertemu dengan Cutina di tempat magang aku selalu merasa seperti akward, biasanya sih aku orang yang humoris saat berada dengan orang yang dekat denganku tapi saat hari-hari pertama kali ber-pacaran dengan Cutina, entah aku harus bersikap bagaimana dengannya, apakah harus bersikap cool atau aku harus bersikap seperti biasa saja. Saat itu, aku merasa hubungan kita yang tahu hanyalah kita sendiri dan semua orang tau-nya kita masih berpacaran main-main. Hingga suatu ketika guru pamong aku, dimana dia yang aku jadikan alasan untuk menembak pacaran main-main dengan Cutina, dia bilang kepadaku "sepertinya kamu dengan Cutina tidak seperti pacaran" kemudian aku menjawab "kok bisa pak?" dan beliau menjawab "seharusnya kalo emang kalian ber-pacaran, harusn...
After having coffee with Cutina that night, I went back to my boarding house as usual. When I arrived, I immediately sent an anniversary message to my girlfriend because at that time we were in a long-distance relationship. At the same time, I had also prepared everything for her birthday, which was only two days away.
Finally, the day came, my girlfriend’s birthday.
In the morning, I went to my internship place like usual. When I arrived there, I met my mentor teacher, let’s just call him Mr. Iwan. Suddenly, he came to me and said,
“With that many girls around you, none of them can be your girlfriend?”
Meaning that none of them could “get caught” by me CKCKCK.
At that time, I casually answered,
“Relax, sir. Soon there will be one.”
“Who?” he asked.
While smiling, I answered,
“Maybe Cutina HEHEHE.”
After that conversation, I continued my activities as usual. Because it was Ramadan, most of the activities were only classroom sessions, so honestly it was pretty boring because we stayed in class all day.
In the afternoon after teaching, I went to the office and gathered with the others. Cutina was there too along with the others. Suddenly, Cutina said,
“So boringgg.”
I immediately replied,
"Want to take a walk upstairs?”
At first, she did not agree immediately. She took a really long time to think, like she had so many considerations hehehe. But in the end, she agreed too 😑
Then we went upstairs to the second floor and stopped near the stairs. There, we just talked about random and unimportant things 🙃
Because the atmosphere started to feel awkward (maybe only for me), and I also did not know what else to talk about, I remembered what Mr. Iwan said that morning. So I said to Cutina,
“Cutina, earlier Mr. Iwan told me that he wants us to date. So… do you want to have a fake relationship with me?”
Right after saying that, I immediately realized how random my words sounded, and honestly I hoped she would reject me ðŸ˜. I only dared to say that because before that, we often teased each other as a joke, just little gimmicks between us.
Then Cutina answered,
“Waittt, let me think for 10 minutes.”
At that moment, she looked like she was pretending to think seriously, and I was very sure that she would reject me in the end.
After 10 minutes passed, I invited her to go back downstairs. While walking back, I asked again,
“So, what’s your answer?”
And very casually she answered,
“Okayyy, I want to. But is there any benefit for me later?”
I was honestly shocked, then I replied,
“If you’re with me, of course it’ll be nice. There are many benefits.”
But in my mind, I was like, “Just say anything for now, this is only for fun anyway.”
When we arrived in front of the office, we chatted again with our friends like usual. Then suddenly Cutina said,
“A night ride sounds fun, and going to a haunted house sounds fun too.”
I immediately answered,
“Saturday night would have a better atmosphere.”
I honestly do not know why I answered like that, because she was not necessarily inviting me ðŸ˜. Maybe because in the story we were already in a “fake relationship” hehehe. Even though at that moment, I actually had no intention of really going 😌
Finally, it was time to go home in the afternoon. I immediately went to prepare everything for my girlfriend’s birthday, and that night we celebrated her birthday together.
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